You know the feeling of suddenly recalling some past acquaintances and the sweet,fuzzy yet with some bitter aftertaste?
I heard a certain Kylie Minogue(spell wrongly?) song this afternoon on radio and I suddenly, rather outta the blue thought of Kai.

I knew Kai in my poly days through the very hot IRC then. Kai was someone very senior then. Think he was in his early 30s when I knew him? We were rather close for that short period of time but close in a sense of just talking over the phone etc. For a gal in her happy 17 -18, having such an older guy friend means something.
While everything stays platonic but the feeling of having a "daddy" was great.

I forgotten how we lost contact but again 'losing contact' is just somewhat the normalcy of life, as time taught me.
You know... people just move on with their own life, scouting for their own life's placings.
The feeling of knowing each other then was great and is still something great. At least as a memory,it is.
Take it as the affinity between you & me has ended this life and maybe will resume somewhere again, this life or another.

Haaaaaaaaa...Why am I getting so blah blah de blah again.
Tomorrow I'm on leave ^^. Gonna accompany my dad for his check up.
Makes my Wednesday feeling so much better.

Can anyone tell me where to download this song or has it?


You who attacked my old heart with a glance
And you placed it with something new

You ran away as the pendulum swung
I had only begun

I'll be OK
I'll be OK

You who replaced every beat that was false
And uptight like a metronome

You should ve stayed '
cause that winter was long
But by dawn you were gone

I'll be OK
I'll be OK

You who resigned when I finally decide-d
That I was alive

I'll be OK
I'll be OK

I'll be OK
I'll be OK

-Sondre Lerche "I'll be Ok"